Mom's being an orger... her words not mine She tells me to grow up when we doesn't see that that's what i'm trying to do? Yes i'm crazy, insane, and childish... but what are dreams? Can't i have my own dream? I don't know what my dreams are anymore. I used to know what i want. Sigh... It seems to fall on me... But... I got up before i'll do it again. So what i've spent the whole day on the computer? At least i do things when i feel motivated. When i clean my room i really clean my room. When i clean anything i make sure that it is clean. and you have no idea how much it ticks me off that when i clean and i don't know what to do with something. What the hell i'll clean my room tonight. Sure it's not what my mother told me but it's what i want to do. Want to know something else that ticks me off? When people come in and start to make fun of something that i enjoy or maybe i'm just curious and they make fun of it. Oh and here's the bugger... they stay. They sit down and watch. like hello?! When i say how stupid it is to watch sports i don't sit down and watch it! I'm gonna make you bend and break... (It sends you to me when i wake) Say a prayer but let the good times roll in case God doesn't show AHHHHH!!!! SMITE