i started coughing last night I haven't really stopped I can just feel my breath rattling inside it doesn't feel too good. It was really bad during Ballroom. We had to go up behind the bleachers next to the wrestling room and i was a titch upset about the audience and then after a little bit i started to cough. But i'm not going to let my cough stop me from the performance. it's crunch time and i have to keep going. As long as i was dancing i was ok. when we stopped to fix something i'd get the attack. Everyone kept asking if i was ok. and i wasn't going to complain cause i wanted to get our dance down, Koger was complaining and i wanted to yell at her that she wasn't the only one that was sick. but i didn't. When we stopped we grouped around Phil for a quick talk and my legs stopped. i fell backwards. my head went light so i kept going. i completly relaxed and i was alright, till i realised i had weight on my legs and i couldn't hear anything but the rattle in my lungs. Austin was using me as a pillow and when he got up i had another attack and curled over on my stomach and shook. I'm not really sure how i got home without falling over... but i've had some chocolate since and i'm kinda shivering but i think it's the cold of this room. I don't think i'll be able to give blood tomorrow.