i managed to find a coat i liked but it's around $50 so i probably won't get it. i suppose i can manage. I finally found the name of the Christmas Cd i want. It's called A Santa Cause... a Punk rock Christmas... i've been listening to samples all day. I still like the Mullet song People need to realize that just because i'm not doing my usual happy-jump-around-lets-have-fun! i'm still ok. Sometimes the computer just needs a rebute. I'm planing on making dad take me Christmas Shopping i need to get some things for the family. and i have to start something for friends too.. i have a few ideas but not many. It really bothers me when my family goes on about How they're going to Armenia. My dad comes in all the time when i'm on the computer and wants me to look up something like a map or something else. I would like to go to Armenia but as long as i'm jobless.... there's no way i can pay. I'm so scared for Ballroom now. We are actually going to compete and our team members are dropping like flies. I'm so sure that the only reason i'm not in Joseph is because Mrs. Wharton didn't want to have to bother with me competing with Ballroom. But now it looks like there won't be anything for me anymore. There was going to be two teams... A and B... But Phil couldn't wake up in time. so he cut things down so that our two teams had to merge into one... Now... Austin calls me Thursday night and says he might not do it anymore, Peter is in the Musical, Phil is threating that if people don't come they'll be kicked off. and then there's the people that i don't think should be on the team at all.... ....i got an application... because now i don't think i have anything.... but my art... and i'll have to have a job to pay for the things i want to do.