so... my parents might be kicking me off in a few minutes, but i wanted to write before they did so.. Dallan pissed me off today at lunch. Coltin tried to talk to me later... but i walked away. Jake didn't have my cookies again. The guy could be smart and like give me one at a time... i'd be fine with that. but no! i guess that's beyond his mentality. So i punched him... then pushed him into the wall. Maybe i'll kidnap him and go westle him. Just to get out some frustrations. Ryker took me to the park afterschool. That was exactly what i needed. and Although i almost fell out of the tree it was fun. My mom ruined it the moment i got home though. When i told her were i had been... she sounded really dissapointed that i hadn't come to her and i was not willing to talk to her eaither. Then later she comes up the stairs and askes if it was my grades... which it wasn't, but bringing up my F didn't exactly make me feel any better. Then my mom wouldn't leave me alone. She asked me if i even wanted to Graduate High-school... which really was part of the Problem... I just got sick of it. I stopped Talking. Why is my mother being such a sore in my thumb. Since she blamed me for having depression we can't really talk to each other. When i went to the Astronomy thing, before i left she asked if i was going to make-out with anyone while i was there. Nice to know she trusts me.... oh wait... she doesn't... that's why she came into my room last year and flat told me that she didn't. And she wonder's about me.... lovely. I want to cry again... I almost did in Ryker's Truck. Before we pulled out of the parking lot. I want to Puke too. I don't think the Ice-cream helped my stomach. I wonder if it's possible for ice-cream to go bad... does ice-cream even have a hypen? I want to be there for you cause i hear the whispered words in the masterpiece beautiful you speak the unspeakable I want to be there for you someone you can come to I want to be there for you and be someone you can come to the love runs deeper then my bones And i want to be there for you