Listening to: "Don't let it End" - Styx
Feeling: longing
So I was denied that freedom of tommorrow with no Morning Rehersal...*tear...sniffle...burst into downpour of tears*
I'm kinda sad because my mom and i aren't getting along as well as we were before. So I call her with my cell after school today and i told her that i was going to wait until the band left because if i didn't see them the next day then i wouldn't be seeing them until Monday next week and that made me sad and i know i will miss them. Naturally some more than others. And my mom freaks out and is like get home now and do homework before you have the 5 hour rehersal for drama. And i had to argue with her just to get 20 minutes of waving good-bye. When i did get home i didn't even look at my homework untill it was time for me to go. Wow...go figure...
Last Friday i went to the stomp thingy and i had fun with that...it's sad that more people don't come in my opioion...anyways, but Chris didn't want to be alone with Austin in the car when he took him home and so Chris asked me if i would be willing to ride in the car with him. Then After i had promised, Stu decided he was coming with us. So I call my mother like she had asked me to in case something happened and she would know what was up. [the sky]and then on the way home i realize that i'd be a few minutes short of my first estimate and so i called home again and informed my mother only to have her get mad at me for not being on time
...how could i have avoided this? I ask you. I did as she asked i called...she knew what was going on...i called again to make sure she wouldn't freak...and then she does and i am 4 minutes late...explain to me some other way of doing this. Mom was saying that i shouldn't have people take me back to the school so that i can go home after taking others home and yet when i told her what i was doing the first time she was totally cool...and Chris took Austin and Stu home that live in North Logan and he lives in Lewiston and my mom is saying that i'm out of the way?
So I'm not getting along with mom...i won't be able to see my friends this weekend... I still have to go to Early Morning rehersals and my mom is also mad because i don't have perfect grades...not like she's never bombed a test before...goll. I just want a hug and a teddy bear and a good cry. I'm stressed.
*tear* ... *drastic sobbing*.... *sniffle*
So i missed first and second hour because i didn't have any clean clothes...poo...I did get more sleep though...
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