i can feel my pulse in my nose.

The combination of climbing 6 flights of stairs and a cold, makes it so that i can feel my pulse by simply touching the bridge of my nose.

I'm in the computer lab waiting for my group to show and i'm wondering if i got the wrong time. Like if they went to a different lab cause this one was busy or maybe even a different time. I'm hoping that it's just the time. i'm hoping that we agreed on 3 o'clock and not 2:30, because it's 2:40 and i don't see them

My contacts are really sucking right now.i can't focus and so they are giving me a headache, i honestly want more than anything just want to go home, put on my glasses, and play Dragon Age all night, but i need to do my accounting homework, and call about buying steel, and copying my notes for James, *sigh* They better come today

My dance class is coming along well. I totally suck at the arms since mine are big and flabby, but i'm not sure how to change that. I'm just doing all i can, aside from push ups. i really hate push ups. Anyways, so she told us that we were going to be making our own dances with a song of our choice, and i think i got one picked out. It's called Down to Earth, by Jem. It's 4/4 so easy counting, lyrics actually mean something so i really like that, and i want to have Gary in my team so that we can do a couple lifts. Which means i need to turn on the charm so that he wants to be partnered with me. I'm assuming at this point that Susan will want to be with me, but it's iffy. She might want to be with some of the more expirenced girls. Eaither way i need to think of things that are easy to do and yet are beautiful, as beautiful as Modern really is at least.

So i'm not liking this keyboard. it keeps missing my strokes. so i get missing letters in my sentances. oh well.

i'm finding myself wondering more and more that maybe i did something wrong, like maybe i should've waited. i think about what's happened and i like the expirence i think i've grown, but i wonder if i'm becoming hard. i like being flexible and muti-sided, but i think that Evan's pinning me down and not letting the other sides show. at least he's into the idea of Prom now. Maybe something will happen.