i wish that more people would update. Id rather read about other peoples lives than sit and write about mine. I started this thing so that i could remember things better and get to know more of my friends better, but that's a hard thing to do when no one updates. I really really really want to dance right now. I want to tango, i want to be able to do Ballet. I want to breakdance and i want to do everything! But i look like a chipmunk and the idea of going out to dance doesn't work to well in my favor. Yesterday wasn't half as bad as i thought it'd be. I think that the fact that we were playing a game and could manage to get along that well was nice. I'd just like to have the people that i care about be able to sit together without any tension but i'm not sure that's possible. The pain was different instead of worse. my cheeks felt really heavy and i still can't chew. which made things awkward when my grandma makes dinner and i can't eat any of it. I got upset when i find that Dad ate the yums yums that were ment to be shared with my friends. Apparently dad thought they were the ones that we bought awile ago but those were upstairs and nearly gone. I just wish that he would be more considerate of what could be someone else's stuff. i have to hide my yearbooks other wise he'll read them. i don't care that he reads just that he doesn't ask. Same with my mother and her reading books that i haven't finished yet. oh well... enough ranting for today