hmm... Grandma had a blood clot in her leg and had to go to the Emergency Room, they came here for a blessing. She's an amazing person ... my grandma. I hope i can have her courage someday I started some deep cleaning. I'm kinda tired of not having a nice room... and i really really want to vaccume... i just need to clean up my area of the house before school. that includes the Bathroom... and that has no soulution. Maybe if i get things all cleaned up in there i'll measure the space and go idea shopping with my dad. I found a series of Letters that i wrote to Austin last summer. I remembered so much that i had forgotten. Memories of my car. Of Emily and Chris. Just... Happy times. He made me promise that i would write him a letter everyday for the two weeks he would be gone. and i did. But when he came back... we had another fight and i didn't ever get them to him. He was supposed to do the same. But he claimed he left them there. another Broken Promise... Just like all the other things we were supposed to do. Remember our Anniversery? He couldn't dance with me because he was bleeding to heavily to stand up straight. We were going to have an entire day. He almost missed my sweet sixteen. Broken Promise after broken Promise... And Austin wasn't the only one... 'he' made a promise to me too. But he won't talk to me. So many broken Promises... Hold on to the ones that can keep their promises and please... do what you can to keep your own. i'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning but think about the bridges you are burning and i'm betting that even though you knew it from the start you'd rather be a b**** than be an ordinary broken heart