So i'm finally putting an actual song in that slot makes me a little bit happy inside. Brandel texted when my phone was dead... i don't think he knew that. oh well i'll text him after work but to help him so that i don't just rant about my life and how it sucks i'll write it here and then perhapes i can calm down.. maybe. i managed to get sunburnt over spring break and so now my face is peeling and i really really don't like that. it makes my nose look super red and i don't dare cover it up so i'm just trying to smother it in lotion and aloe so that i might be able to peel in silence. Classes are back to being stressful. mostly my Eletronic Illustration class. whenever i talk to people about they all say that it was such a fun class but i'm having problems with that. I have a project due on Thursday and i didn't have a good enough idea till monday this week. Eveyone else has been working on theirs for about 2 weeks. even if i had the idea during spring break i wouldn't have been able to work on it cause the labs weren't open and i don't have a mac.... or a mac with the program i needed. I just feel horrible whenever i show up. Typograghy seems to be fine... but i'm losing faith in my teacher. Then theirs Air Brush....I finally catch up and now i'm back to being a few steps behind. again. I have a free style past due and a canvas due next time. I don't even have a canvas ... I need to talk to Rachel and see where she gets her masonite I need to pay and get this and this and all these other things. grr... think i can survive? i hope so but i'm not looking forward to it. i asked Evan if we could go swimming before my surgery since i won't be able to afterwards. He said ok but now i'm not so sure it's going to happen. maybe i'll feel better next week. The student art show applicants and art pieces are due next week. I still need to make a base. I suppose i'll have to go into the art building early. I'm going to have to plan things the day before. i think it's sad that me at work is the only thing that i do that is not stressful. wow.