I've been thinking alot about Austin lately and i wonder if there was any sort of chance that we could survive each other. I hate him, He hurt me in ways that leave no scar, He would twist my words and leave me in tears... But at the same time, he understood somethings that only my heart knew. He would let me cry on his shoulder, and bring me up when i was too weary to carry on. but after all the negitives... could i have taken him back the way he wanted me too? no... even if all the wrongs he did were righted. I couldn't take him back. Does he ever think of me? only in his nightmares. 'once before, never again' his family hated me. I know they did. But... he claimed otherwise. I can't trust him the way i once did... and that is why i can't take him back.. ...and in your heart you understand... there is no going back. There are somethings that time cannot mend, Some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold Can i even trust again? Yes And i do