i watched my favorite Chick Flicks today. Serendipity, and Where the heart is. I hate to say it but my favorite part in Where the heart is, is when she goes in and finds Thorny in the hotel room after the death of his sister. Natalie Portman is just so beautiful that when she looks in the room i just wish that i could look like her. then when they kiss... the simpleness of their touch, then when he leans up and tells her that he loves her. Wow. and the whole idea of Serendipity makes me wonder. and you just end up rooting for them the whole time and when they finally find each other you just are so happy for them. *sigh* I felt bad cause i didn't have anything for Ryker seeing how it was his birthday. I didn't feel very good when i left with him since i'd forgotten to take my pain meds. then i laughed so hard later that i had to hold on to my cheeks because they hurt so much. His mom gave me a hug when Ryker got ready to take me home, She told me that the third day will be the worst, and although i really didn't want to go i probably wouldn't be good company if i had stayed. His Truck does frighten me so. I felt ugly today with my face so swollen. i tried to dress up and look nice but when i got so much that it looks like my face grew a wider jaw... I'm just glad that Landon said he didn't notice. He eventually left with Chris since i gave him his number and Chris dropped by. I don't know Chris's feelings for me anymore. i hope he still doesn't like me. Well.. i'm going to go drink some water and hope that tomorrow won't be too bad. Good night