i feel like i'm arching my back and hovering over my computer... it's really concerning me... i feel awkward right now... I told my dad to buy himself a daddy's day gift for him... then helped him pick it out. He ended up getting a Death Cab For Cutie cD. we listened to it today. So my mommy's bike is getting fixed, hopefully everything will be ready for her later and we are going to get a helmet for her this weekend, Marilyn said that they are having a tent sale soon and to come back then. So... Now i'm here. Waiting... and doing nothing... I need to get a job... but i'm so scared to go look because i got a grade point average of 1.6 this year and i'm concerned that no one will hire me because i just left my previous job and i didn't really fill in my last few days... and so... my parents just keep telling me that i need a job, and they keep telling me new things that they want for me to buy for myself.... I feel... so strange... like this room is too small... or i'm too big... i think i'll go to the park for a while... steal my brother's old bike or something... I need to get out of this place.