Listening to: The show Must go On- Moulin Rouge Movie Soundtrack 2
Feeling: peaceful
I wrote a poem in class the other day…. Austin tried to read it before I was done, but I swiped it back before he read very much…I don’t like to share unfinished work but when I handed it back when I was finished and he read it…
It made Austin mad…
I could tell.
This is the Poem
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They stab and poke
Each glance each stare
They snatch and grab
Pulling hair and stretching limbs.
What happened? I cried
Why hurt an innocent?
But I stopped to hear
Their silence…
Then one came down
To visit my level,
Only to climb up to
Laugh with the others.
I can still feel the burn
Of the Brand,
I can’t see the mark
I can’t cover the pain…
After Austin read it he handed it back to me without meeting my eyes… then as we walked out of the class room he hit the door frame like he was upset with something and couldn’t hold it in… or he was showing me that he was mad about it… last time I saw him do something like that, it was when I was talking to David and we were discussing something, and watching Austin pace back and forth. Then Austin just turned and thrusted his fist into a locker, He messed his hand up for a while…
I don’t think that he hurt his hand this time….but I’m just waiting for him to make me cry… again
I'm so sick of all the lies. I thought i ment something to him...and then he goes and does this. hurting people on the way...does he see it? no...does he care? i used to think so
email me and tell me what state you live in and i'll tell you the rules.
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