Listening to: Good Day- Dresdon Dolls
Feeling: fedup
Gahh!!
Why can't she just leave it alone!
I had a spit with my mother about getting a job again. The other day she asked if i wanted to go to Armenia, and i told her that yes i'd like to, but if i got a job this week then i'd still be short money even if i managed not to spend a cent until March. there just wouldn't be enough.
So later she came down and was asking if i was to get a job then maybe they'd cover the rest for me but i'd have to help.
but i've had this idea in my head that if she pressures me into getting a job then when i get a job then hate it, i'm going to blame my mother. and if i love it then i'm going to have to give her credit for that as well. but this something i want to do. for me by me.
i read the other day a quote from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul that said "if you want to help us then don't fear for us, support us"
i was going to go look for a job today but when my mother started reading the want ads out loud as i'm reading the comics eating my cereal. when i've told her not to push me into a job. i don't think i will anymore.
Then when she claimed that i was being immature, what has she been? BUTT FREAKING ANNOYING! and i wonder why i haven't gotten a job yet.
go figure...
if you don't want to get a job, don't get a job.
leave your mother out of it.
she just wants to help.