"I'll never forget what we had... Goodbye" I'm such a loser. And right now i am sure that i'm insane. I'm losing my mind... maybe i should go up to West Yellowstone. run away... That appeals to me... my brother even said that when you move it's like starting over.... But i don't want to run away... because i'll feel like i'm runnning away. When you run do you ever stop? Sigh... Then maybe i'll rest. i had a breif car thought today... but there were no cars this time. but the problem is that insane people don't know they are insane... I'm going to bed before my brain explodes