I'm at the point now that if you say anything, do anything, or think anything,I don't like, i will personally bite your head off...especially if your name is Austin. I shouldn't be mad at him. He doesn't know what it is that he is doing that upsets me. I know he knows it. He wants me back and he is willing to fix our problems. I think that maybe our relationship was what was wrong. He always made it so hard for me to make a desicion. Now I'm not the type of person that can make lots of desicions out of nowhere. Give me options. Give me a topic. Give me a bloody toothpick. But Austin never gave me anything to work off of. He would ask me what to do and he would never give me any incantation that would reveal approval or even dissapointment. Stupid boy. I'm writing now because i won't be home later. I'm going to the Late Night Art thingy. I want to finish my self-portrit it's being annoying and big.... I want my teddy bear...we were going to hang out yesterday but then that didn't happen... Today in Drama, since Warton and Caldwell are in St. Geogre and what not, We had this one dude that will be helping out the Musical from the Collage and we did these character exercises, and talked about focus and did some tongue twisters. It's all Good. Well...he had us all group together in pairs and our partner was supposed to be someone that we didn't know very well. and for the last ten mintues of class we stared into each other's eyes as we held hands. [Drama doesn't allow anyone to have a personal bubble.] It was so cool though... The collage dude had us all picture the other person at different ages and maybe something that they do. I really felt like i new my partner better because of those ten minutes then i could if i spent a whole afternoon with them. teddy bear........."~(*`%`*)~" *~%^%!~* MUAH! *~%^%!~*