Well it seems that most everyone had fun at the dance i wanted to go to.... But it's my luck that it happened the weekend i go visit my sister and not the day that i get off work early. Oh Well i had fun being ingored by my grandmother... I think she still thinks i'm still the innocent girl i once was. But i've grown up alot latly. I think back and i feel older. you know how when you get a birthday and when it's over you wonder why you don't feel any different? i don't wonder anymore. I'm still goofy but i know more and i can think more for myself and i've learned more patience.... but all in all... i've grown. I saw where my sister works with Troubled Teens... I only met some of the boys and it was obvious that they don't see many girls very often. Scott Lifted the table that we wanted closer all by himself. Steel had a great handshake (later dad caught him checking me out) Gram was this Asian that said that since he had an audience he'd tell my sister how much she really does for the kids there. Derek played a great song for the two Boys that Graduated, Max and Sean. Apparently most of the boys thought that i was Sean's Sister but i was just visting the camp and my sister. Ryan Called me while i was down there and was going to ask me out as a way to get me back my CDs.... but no! i have to be down the state! Things only like to happen to me when i make plans... and then i'd rather to the other things.... but i already made plans for the other less exciting thing. GRRRRRRR....... This entry is long enough... oh... and for those people that think i like Kurt.... it's not like that. you could be happy and i wouldn't know...