Is it okay for me? My sis is over right now and my family watched LOST together. I think my mom wants me to be more like my sister. I talked to the school counciler and i told her why my grades where so low and she understood what i was doing and expessed her conern about the harm i'm doing to my grades but she understands. I guess i just really wanted to have at least one adult take my side. I hate society. Everyone is always saying that we should get a good educations and keep our bodies healthy, but then who do we look up to in society? The bums that got lucky. That's what celebrities are. Bums. How many artists ever graduated from high school? and yet these are who we all want to be. They torture their bodies with tatoos and pircings and drugs. But we are told to advoid those very things. Stupid life Stupid love Stupid girl that thinks too much....amen I ran up the stairs when i heard the cat jump down from the table and when i got to the top of the stairs i lost all equalibruim. i don't even think that makes sense. But i don't think that it's a good thing Colby was given two dollars for food and he made me get food instead. he's a funny kid, but he makes me miss Brandel even more 5 more days and i'm 17 and i've never been so scared