I feel so worn out right now... and i still want to go to Hal's b-day party. i haven't been ice-skating since i got my skates and it'd be nice to have that. i got more clothes today.. i really like the shirt i got. Emily and i took baby the bird to Willow Park today. It was so sad seeing baby in the cage trying to get through the bars of it's cage. but baby will be better soon and he will be free the way he was supposed to be. Should i feel bad for ditching 'him?' I'm feeling really bitter towards him right now. he was the one that didn't want anything to do with me for so long... i'm not really sure if there are any feelings for him anymore... he already ripped out my heart once and stomped on it.