I'm ready to give myself up this year to better things, i've lived the past year in lies and drugs,trying to find happiness in cigarettes, and drinking, i want to feel fresh and clean, i miss being little when things were so clear and decisions were easier to make, i can be free without those things now, inside i was dying, my chest felt compressed, but i want a future, i want to be a good example and be able to enjoy the simple things in life, i know ive learned alot from those experiences, some good and bad, and i'll carry them with me as a reminder my family knows some of the mistakes ive made, but i always sugar coated the truth, to make them more at ease. so now i can confess and know that im ready to mature and make some changes but its time to be honest. luck wont help me now