crazy crazy past few weeks. i finally met the male version of my best friend. cant describe him and i wont tell you his name bc when i do that it never seems to work out in the end and all im left with is an angry entry and a name.met him at a halloween party, hes pretty amazing, so talented, smart, beautiful, funny, and exactly what ive needed, in just a few short weeks he opened my eyes to many things that made me feel things i missed feeling, and im not talking crush feelings or any of that matter, but free mind feelings, but at the same time these feelings are so strange and unfamiliar, i guess its been so long since ive cared about these kind of things that ive forgotten how to do all this, i do not need this now, im leaving, i wish just not so late to have met, but its better than never at all i will say for sure. i keep listening to this cd he burnt me and it makes me feel alive again, a feeling i havent felt in such a long time, so much feeling in this music, pedro the lion-rapture really catches me off guard, this cd was exactly what i needed, i wish i wasnt leaving so soon, i havent had enough time to explore the rest. this is the most absolute undescribably amazing gift ive ever recieved.. hes way past the winners circle.