im leaving again soon. im home from baltimore. i leave for korea october 21. i missed home, but i could never go back to living here, and i hate being in one place too long, its unhealthy in my state of being. i prefer to go quicker than the fog in the morning, i dont like leaving foot prints. but this is what i do. this is how ive lived my life. and this is how i will always live my life. its not about me. its almost like my purpose. people dont come and go in my life, i come and go through theirs. simply put i am a tool. a tool in other people's lives. i dont live self sacrificingly, i just live and leave. there doesnt need to be reason or explanation for it, thats just the way it is.