your letters, cards and feelings were bullshit. our 8 month friendship was bullshit.you were the one who wanted to keep in touch and always be friends, but you never attempt to even call,its almost like i dont even exist, you only call if its convenient or your lonely, if thats the way you want it though, ill make it happen,but i dont think you know what your asking for. its alot easier to erase you from my life then to keep you in it. and you can tell yourself it doesnt matter but you know thats not how you feel at all. everyone was right about you. you never deserved a second of my time. and i hope when your with her, its not the same, i hope its empty, easy, filled with unintelligent conversation, alcohol and everything meaningless, and when her beauty fades you have nothing, because there was nothing in it to start. man it takes a silly girl to lie about the things she had, but man it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never had it at all.