im not her. ill never be her, sometimes you scare me, i loved you before and even more now but sometimes i dont feel as much feedback sometimes im scared you look at me and hope to see her, im not going to be bubbily so all your friends will be jealous of what you have, i wont change my music or the way i chose to be so that i can say we have something in common, i like our differences and i hope you can appreciate my choice to be myself just as i appreciate who you choose to be, its ok if you dont understand the art, or the lyrics to a beautiful song, or why i choose to drive alone at night, its who i am and i like the controversial conversation. someone left an imprint on me and forever changed who i am, so consider this when you say im not the same. remember also that was two years ago. people change. they become stronger. ive developed into this person and im trying to make my path in life instead of following someone elses. i drank deep and i found the pierian spring. i learned i can be myself without out worry of what someone else thinks. i dont have to dress like the music i am. i can be myself simply by waking up and breathing in everything there is to breathe in. inhaling the details and small parts in life, its all a part of you.me.and everything around us. its all one big combustion.