today is crashing down like an airplane on fire. i dont understand people. they try to make me look bad and try to make things as miserable for me as they can. i have done nothing but i receive the wrath like i did everything. my family told me im a giant screw up. someone is ruining my friendship with jabel. i dont understand i just want to live in peace. i just want people to leave me alone. i have nothing left to cry. my head is screaming on the inside. Im so tired of people hurting me. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!