so the sun comes out afterall, things are getting better, i got certified as a lifeguard last week and today i rescued a little boy, its quite a rush, one i didnt want or expect, and i like the people there. they are relatively nice. graduation is getting closer and im getting nervous for ive become quite a slacker lately on my school work. with add and no concerta the combination is bound to be regretful. i feel narcoleptic, im getting plenty of sleep but i still cant stay awake. i just fall out sometimes. im going to the doctor soon for these sleeping problems. i dont think they can fix me though.