i'm not sure if you remember me or not, but i do remember you. I used to hang out at Christians alot. I couldn't help but take notice to the note you posted the other day. I also noticed the comments those girls posted, not trying to be nosy, but i was trying to piece things together. Trying to understand. I can understand why you feel that way. I too sometimes feel the exact same way about the opposite sex. I don't know what happened, but I'm sorry there are girls like that who ruin the reputation of all females for the male population. I never liked hanging out with girls much myself, I can't even really sum up my thoughts on girls in so few words, but I think their absolutely attention jaded and make the very few of us who have some sort of intellect look like the rest of the unintelligent population of females. If it means anything, I can definitely relate, every male I've ever met just wants the girls who dumb themselves down, dresses like their mom in their shiny delect pearls and polo shirts, pretend to like football by wearing the "in-team" tshirts, and contain no desire to take on the world. They want trophy wives. I've learned the hard way many times also, but I refuse to conform to what society wants me to be and i know I am ranting now, but don't forget there are still some girls out there waiting for someone like you to come along, someone who understands them, someone who is different from the rest(which by the way you have this very interesting, honest, charming way of living, never change that for anyone). I'm still not sure, but i think your someone who could understand where I'm coming from. whether or not i live my life alone or with someone by my side i will know the truth that i have always remained true to myself despite the obstacles and people trying to break me down. when the world tries to shake you just remember things can only go up from here, because you'll either walk away stronger or learn a little more about yourself. It makes the bad times only that much better. :) I'll never forget this quote "Adorable in her not-very-bright submissiveness, charming in her childlike delight in shiny floors, even forgivable in her spiteful competition for the whitest, brightest wash, Madison Avenue's girl-next-door is all the American male could wish for--unless, by some miscarriage, he should fancy human companionship"