I live in my world alone. My own world. I have aquaintances, but nothing more. I have almost completely become a recluse. I live by my instant memory maker,cds, and my own rules. I've grown out of the young adult life crisis phase finally, that was a frightening one, but finding constant friends are hard to come by here so I'm doing the thing i know how to do best. be alone. I can't stop thinking about the day that i will be free again. I usually put it to the back of my mind, but lately, all i can think is i cant wait. I can't wait to be free again. It just repeats itself in my head like a broken record. I cant wait to experience fresh air and that feeling of being alive again. I'm saving all my money as much as possible while im in the army so i can just backpack alone for a long time when im done with this. I want to see beauty in nature and people again.