ahh lately everything has been going amazing. but im waiting for the crash to catch me offguard. i said goodbye to my summer semester of college. im taking all the money and going on study abroad to costa rica. its a good and bad thing. im gonna get to experience something thats only once in a lifetime. its bad bc i wont have any money for college when i get back, so im thinking about going to disney world for college, for free. it sucks because ill have to leave everything behind for this trip. id have to leave my best friend meredith and my amazing boyfriend cory and my wonderful family. this is gonna be really hard and i dont know how im going to tell them. but its really my only option right now. if i wanna further my education and get to where i need to be then this is what i have to do. i have to make sacrifices. but that doesnt mean its going to be easy whatsoever. i dont know what id do without murdah by my side.