im content.so content that im noticing things ive never noticed before.. my thoughts have been replaying over and over in my mind like im trying to convince myself of things i already know. im changing as a person and im not so sure im comfortable with it. i wake up and i think of things i wish i could be doing. i think of things i miss. summer, when the nights were long and warm and you could hear the crickets buzzing through the walls. the days where id wake up to the sound of waves crashing on the shoreline. walking with nowhere to really go. it was comforting. i knew who i was.