meredith, oh meredith. i dont even know where to start. my life changed three and half years ago when we met. its something i cant describe and people wont understand, but this isnt about other people, this is about the person who made my life worth living. i will never forget you no matter how many miles away i am. when you look up at the stars know that we are looking up at the same sky and i will be thinking of you. you are my satellite. i am not who i am because of the music i listen to or the things ive done, but i am me because of the person who turned my boring dull sad world, into a place of wonder and happiness and no worries. im still not sure how im going to make it without you. im not sure i like this risk of unfamiliar surroundings, its really really scary, but i know it must be done to get my feet on the ground, so that i can have a chance at a better life than what this poor small town will ever have to offer and so that eventually i can get you out of here too. i see the world a different way than the way i did when we first met. you taught me to be myself and to forget what other people think of me. because it doesnt matter, what matters is who we are. you taught me to always believe in myself and never give up, i am that much stronger because of you. i question the world now instead of agreeing with what everyone else says. you freed my mind and the slave in my soul. i will never forget mooning our english teacher while driving down the interstate to young joc, or painting ourselves white and running through the mall half naked, or one of our most exciting, barrell bowling and almost going to jail blaming it on the music(nirvana) we had currently been listening to. you gave me something better to always hope for. i will especially miss having someone to talk to. no matter how fucked up things got you were always there to listen and make me feel better. you knew me down to my last fucking bone and favorite song. you were there when i had horrible hangovers with my head out your car window and buying me ice cream to make me feel better. lol. dude ya know i never believed in god very much either until i met you. i know that sounds crazy, but you seriously were a blessing in my life. im so unbelievably lucky to have had you as my best friend.you taught me to live and when i didnt feel like going on you pushed me through it. i couldnt have made it this far alone. make sure to stay strong while im gone, i love you so much, and i will come back for you, this isnt the end, this is only the beginning of our new adventures, soon enough we will be back together again, terrorizing and revolutionizing america like always. thankyou meredith. for everything omni. i gotta stop now because im crying and words just arent enough. you know. i love you dude. d