okay, why do people take things the wrong way? i hate that, especially when it's my fault because i always say things that come out wrong. i'm sorry! i'm dyslexic! even in speech! anywho, aside from that, my weekend is going pretty good. went on a date last night, which in my opinion went well. thursday was my first shift at calendar club, which made my feet hurt a lot. today my daddy took me shopping, which was great because he bought me clothes and some records as well. now i'm at laura's house, and we're downloading music. hoorah! and then tomorrow we have choir. aparently, i make it hard to like me, but i don't get why. maybe that person who said it could explain it a little better (ahem, laura, my pal). but i didn't take it harshly, it's just a fact. arg! laura's keyboard is a bastard. i need smokes. bah. nicotine! just hook it to my veins! lol, maybe no. i just hate it when people think i'm being a jerk, even though i'm not trying to be. i have shit to deal with as well, and if it seems like i don't care about someone, maybe it's not really like that. maybe it's because i'm thinking about my own problems, and maybe i'm thinking that because i don't know how to work through my own problems, that i'm not 'qualified', if you will, to help other people with their stuff. no, these aren't excuses, i know i could be a better friend a lot of the time, but i always take things the wrong way and think that people are mad at me, even if they're just being like that because ithey think that i am mad at them instead. but laura's having troubles keeping my freezee from melting. ta ta world. keep it going and all that jazz. the one, the only, laura michelle*