I'm so tired. I didn't think I could be this tired, and it's for no reason at all. I hate waiting for the day to go by, it goes so damn slow. My hands are cold, because was just outside for a smoke. I feel like I'm going to screw this up some how; I always do. I just... feel so, um, I don't know. I have this apathetic mood going on right now, and it sucks. I feel drained sort of, you know? And my tummy hurts again. I think it may be stress, because there are exams next week, and if I fail my math exam then I'm not graduating. It's freaking me out, and I feel like I'm losing my grip on things. Bah. No one is on msn, and I'm just sitting here in the library, not wanting to do anything but go home and crawl into my bed, and then sleep for a long time. This is how I felt last year, and it's scaring me a lot. I hate this feeling of nothingness, it's just... I don't really have a word to describe it. I just feel like I'm drifting again, and it's terrifying. Oh yeah, I was outside having a smoke, and there were all these people talking about drugs, and I realized what a waste my life was last year. People are so stupid and all of their lives will be pointless if all they care about is drugs. But yeah, I'm not saying that they ALL will inevitably end up as nothing, but they might if they don't take care of themselves, you know? I'm tired. Just so tired of everything right now. I feel as though I could sleep for a year or two. Bye. The one, the only, Laura Michelle*