i only wrote stuff in the last one because i was upset about joel. now, this is the last time i'm going to say it, let's all let it go. are we all agreed? but i have a favour to ask. tell me everything i've lied about, i think i have the right to know. a lot of the time, i say shit without thinking, and it hurts everyone. well, here's your chance to let it all out. i'm giving you guys one day to write whatever you want, after that, i'm never using this site again to talk about any of this, so if you want to say something to me after tomorrow about it, you'll have to say it directly to me, because we're all hiding behind the interent as to avoid confrontation (well at least i am anyways, because the only way i know how to deal with it is to yell, which i know is immature, but it's the only way i've ever been taught). so yeah, say what you will, and i'll read it and i will honestly take to heart any advice you all have to give. i'm sorry for everything, and even though that doesn't make it all better, i just want you guys to know that i really am sorry for everything i've done. and i willingly admit now that this is my fault, (although not completely my fault, but mostly) because i do have a big mouth and say stuff that always comes back to bite me in the ass. post away kids.