well then. mum made me come to school today. what a cock face. anyways. on monday we got into a huge fight, and she and my dad both said that i should leave and go somewhere else to live. interesting. also, she started yelling at chris, and she told him that he's only allowed to see me twice a week. what a bitch. i really hate my mum. i am so sick right now. i feel as though i am dying. chris came by yesterday afternoon and brought me pills, a pillow, his quilt, and his slippers. jeez, that boy must love me or something. i'm so dizzy. i feel like i've been awake forever, but i haven't. for the past two nights i've been waking up every two hours or so. it's really aggravating. you know what? people are aggravating, and i mean that. i don't understand some people's logic. i really don't. oh, on monday i cut my hair in a fit of rage, but i don't remember doing it. it looks alright, i mean it's a little crooked, but oh well. man alive, people do crazy shit when they're a little psycho. i feel really warm, yet frozen solid at the same time. brr.... yeah. i think i have the flu, because i haven't been able to eat anything for the past couple days. i also have this nasty taste in my mouth that just won't go away... yeah, you all needed to know that. lol. anyways, nattie left the library, and i don't know where she went. perhaps i will look for her. the one, the only, laura michelle* p.s. cigarettes taste so gross when you're sick.