so my group likes the idea chris and i came up with, and jamie is going to work on a lot of it tonight. that's good. i felt like it was all on me, and that was a little stressful, but now that they're helping me it's okay. so my mum bought me this little blue purse from dollarama yesterday, it's really little, but it's cute. nattie's not here today, i don't know why. i'm all by myself here in the library, but that's okay. i finished my math homework, so i'm all caught up for the test tomorrow. i skipped yesterday afternoon and went to the mall with nat, and then chris met us there and she went home. i miss having a job, i wanted to buy so many things. but sirens and garage are hiring within the next little while, so i'm going to drop off my resume there. i'm hungry. i've been so hungry lately, and it's really annoying because there's nothing to eat at my house. bah. darn mum and her not buying food. so we had t.a. today, and rohringer was like, "come here laura, follow me". it turns out i was put into a grade eleven t.a. because i'm not graduating. it's alright though, because mitchell is in my t.a. so i at least have someone to talk to. next year i'm taking choir again, as well as english comp and guitar. that will be fun, and i will definitely pass it. go me and the graduating in 2006! woot! blarg. there was a grad meeting today, and i felt so blah because i really wish i was graduating. but what can you do when you've pissed away an entire semester? it's my fault, i know that, but i was really lost then and didn't feel like i wanted to anything- ever. so i tried taking seven courses this semester, which ended up being too many. so now i'm down to four, plus choir. it's okay though, i'm fine with this. it turns out that a two bedroom apartment where my sister lives is 630 a month, and all you have to do is pay for the phone. that's good. that's only 315 each for me and nattie, and it's close to a bus route so it would be easy to get to school. also, it would be really easy to get in there, because nat's dad could co-sign for us, and it would be alright. things are okay now, and i'm glad about that. i still have tons of stuff to do, like study for my math test, do this project for trans, and read a book for lit. oh well. i will just have to spend tonight doing homework, and chris can help me with my project if he wants to. go popsicle stick objects! woo hoo! anywho, i have nothing else to write about right now. and i want to go outside for a smoke. ta ta world. the one, the only, laura michelle*