i'm in SUCH A GOOD FRICKIN MOOD!! okay, my new years was a blast. lemon! you aren't writing! i hate you! why aren't you writing? so, did kiki tell you what happened yet? i'm sure she will once she gets there. i mean, how was i to know that would happen? crazy things always seem to happen to me when i'm drinking, but that? well, that was a little strange. thank god no one remembers really. so yeah, here i am sitting in the library, writing this entry, listening to my discman, talking to laura, and wondering about why that had to happen on new years. do you think he remembers? i mean, we were both really drunk, and i don't remember it, but does he? who knows. do i want him back? on some level yeah, i really really REALLY do. but the question is, do i want him to have the chance to break my heart again? i don't know if it's worth it. i'm so confuddled. lem, help me! seeing as kiki's going to be there too, you kids can discuss this, and then give me your best advice, because i could really use the help. all my love! the one, the only, duckie in disguise