why not give me advice, rather than put me down? do you think you are helping with your blunt statements that just hurt? i don't understand the point of saying things like that without some sort of encouragement.. but no, just statements that put me down and make me feel worse than i already do. let's see, what has happened in my life lately? well, my step mum was assaulted and had to go to the hospital, i had to move out, the apartment agency threatened to kick my mum out of her new apartment and change the locks on the apartment her stuff was in if she didn't move within the hour. my dad is sueing the guy who assaulted my step mum, he is also taking my mum to court, my boyfriend had to go to court, and now has to do a lot of communtity service, as well as pay his parents $1700 for his lawyer, we have to pay $4900 for our car, $665 on his license for an accident we were in, rent at our new house, $1345.03 for the court charges, and a $235 speeding ticket, as well as find another job, and i have to find two jobs before the end of june. also, my best friend is a drug addict, who i just found out was put into a rehab clinic a week or so ago. do you think i'm stressed? cause if you don't think so, you obviously don't know me. so to add your sarcastic little remarks to my day not only pisses me right off, it hurts me too. it hurts to know that someone who does not know me personally thinks i am this little apathetic person who doesn't care about anything. i care a lot about school, but it's hard to do right now. there's a lot of bullshit going on in my life, and achewood, your little comments do nothing but make me feel like shit. i wonder what happened to you that made you be the way you are to people you don't even know. the one, the only, laura michelle* oh the things people do. turns out nat's not in rehab. shame. i want to help, but how? she's theiving from people. how to help? no thoughts, just... nothing. i don't know what to do. davis said she was at her mum's, she's not. i don't know what to say or do anymore. why isn't anyone helping? pat, you bastard, you knew, so did sponge. why didn't you try to help at the start? you fucking idiots. you don't even deserve to have another sister. if nat was my sister she would have had help the same day i found out about that bullshit. but no, you fuckers had to sit around for... almost two months? fuck you guys and your apathy towards your own flesh and blood. i hope she gets better and realizes none of you even tried when you knew, even bernard. my own mother tried to help, and all bernard said was "i'm not going to take care of nat for the rest of my life" some dad he turned out to be. i hope she gets better and tells you all to go to hell because you weren't there when she needed someone. i tried and she pushed me away, so what could i do? i tried to get my mum to talk to bernard. what did he do? fuck all. so you know what? you guys are all fuckers and shouldn't even have the luxury of a family because you don't even care enough about your own sister to help her.