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Listening to: nothing
Feeling: unhealthy
so i hate school. what else is new. i have no friends. my boyfriend is mad at me cause i don't want to work today. my dad is taking my mum to court. nothing to do, no one to talk to. what's the point? i'm so lonely. i'm sitting here in the basement, and i'm smoking a cigarette. well, as they say, i'm smoking my life away. as per usual. my life goes like this on a day off: wake up, do my hair (for who?), get dressed, fight to get him out of bed, go to school, say all the answers before everyone else because i've taken it all before, meet him after third, come home, eat, play video games, he goes to work, i sleep, he comes home, eat, sex, sleep some more. or, instead of sleep, i play on the computer or watch tv, and smoke. other days it's the same thing, except after video games i go to work (hell), come home, shower, eat, have sex, sleep. then it's the same thing the next day. i just realized that everyone's lives are the same. we're all working our asses off, only to buy material things, so we can be happy for a bit, and then we die. i have nothing to say anymore.
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