alright. so i'm kinda confused here. patrick said that taylor doesn't like me. but then why does he want to go for coffee? and then davis asked me to the movies, but he's still messing about with sarah. then chris and i are supposed to have dinner on wednesday. ugh. i'm just so... overwhelmed! sitting here in the library, listening to white flag. "i will go down with this ship, i won't put my hands up and surrender..." and on and on. i'm so confused too. this is not as fun as people make it seem. maybe i'm too fragile of a person to deal with this. i mean, troy was all mad when i said it wasn't a date, and then he said he didn't want to hang out. so what the hell? just cause i don't like him that way he thinks he has to be an asshole to me? deal with it, as harsh as that sounds. "there will be no white flag above my door, i'm in love... and always will be" aaaaaaaah! then i still think about HIM and it's just confusing me to death. i'm in tight spot right now, as it seems. okay, i just has to get this out, so i'm through for now. the one, the only, laura michelle* p.s. my tummy hurts