so christopher is at work again. i have an interview on tuesday. that's a good thing. i was reading all today, and for the last hour or two i have been surfing the net, amusing myself with childish things, such as doll making, and things of that nature. i am quite content at the moment, and feeling much happier than i was last night... or even last week. i don't know why. perhaps it is just that i needed to do something other than sit and think for a while. so anyways, i've been sleeping beside christopher for about four days now, and it's nice. i missed it. the thing is that we have been at his parents house for almost... two and a half weeks, and they forbid us from sleeping in the same room. but we've been 'sneaking around' and it's been better for me. i missed having him hold me as i fall asleep. i'm sitting here in the basement, and my hands are cold, and i'm hungry, but that's fine. everything is fine. chris and i went to see 'the perfect man' yesterday, and that was a cute movie. so we're going to go to the movies again tomorrow, for he has the day off of work. oh, another thing that has happened is that he is receiving a car from his aunt susan. it's a '94 dodge shadow, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with it except for the paint. chris is not worrying though, for he is going to paint it when he gets paid next week. i was thinking maybe black or dark blue, or maybe even electic metallic blue- although that is the color we are painting the suzuki. she's almost done too, just needs a new engine. and the amazing thing is that we found one, and it's perfect, and the guy said he'd do the transfer and everything for around six hundred dollars. we are quite excited, for that means two cars. but the funny thing is that i cannot drive a stick shift, but the shadow is automatic, so once we have the suzuki up and running, i can drive the shadow. that's if i go for my full liscence this summer. i think i will, even though i haven't been driving since october of grade eleven... or was it before that? whatever, that makes no difference. oh last night was so nice. chris and i left, in his dad's car that we haven't driven since about february, at about nine thirty, and all the movies had already started. so we went to seven eleven, got a slurpee, and we just sat for a while in the car and listened to music. how many of you people have sat in the passenger seat, with it completely reclined, and had your feet where your head should be, and you head where your feet should be? it was interesting, because i was getting dizzy, and the bass from the music was making my head spin. it was nice though. we got home at two something, and then watched 'the oblongs'. we're such a juevenille couple, but we like it that way. in my opinion, we have way more fun than couples that try to act older than they really are. also, the other day we bought the pc game 'tropico' which includes paradise island and pirate cove. it's a fun little game, much like simcity, but more in depth. anyways, my love should be calling soon, for it is 10:27 and he is off work in a minute. take care everyone, and remember that everyday brings something new to life, so don't waste the time you have. the one, the only, laura michelle*