Okay, sitting here in Psych class, working on a project about emotional abuse. Well then, Liz is looking at some pictures Stace found of this weird guy who carves things into himself- like hearts and stuff. Strange I must say. But I'm feeling okay right now, which is weird because I'm still confuddled about Matt. But besides that, I'm good. I found someone to cover my shift on the 15th, so Laura, I'm free!! Hoorah! But then it sucks, because I'm out of a job on the 16th. Boo hoo. I need a job. I have to make five grand in six months, and it seems like there's no jobs out there. And then there's the problem with the boy that I like. He doesn't even know I exist, which is horrible because he's so nice and I like him a lot. But when can you do when you're not noticed? Be yourself, and if they don't like you for you, then get over them I suppose. It's not fair, because I really like him. Oh well I suppose, there's nothing I can do. I made the effort to talk to him and to get to know him, and it all went to moot. So why bother hey? But yeah, Liz is looking at pictures of cute boys, and some of them are really cute. That's kinda funny, because a lot of them claim to be 'pimps' and such, which makes me laugh. I'm so bored. All I have to do is print off some stuff, and then write up a three to five paragraph thing, and that's it. That should take me like, twenty minutes tonight. I'd really like to go outside. I wonder if Ms. Knight will let me go? I'm so tired, and I just realized that my mood is not very good. I'm feeling quite hopeless or whatever, and I just, *sigh*, I just don't know what to do with myself anymore, ya know? Oh well. The one, the only, Laura Michelle*