what will not matter in a year? the problems that are going on in my family? for your information buddy, there have been problems, one in particular, that have been dragging on and getting worse for the past three years. as for my friend being a drug addict, that will matter in a year, because if she doesn't get help, she'll still be doing drugs. but if she gets help, she will still be in counselling in a year from now. my fiance matters, and of course he'll still matter in a year from now. rent will always matter, and so will a job. debts also matter, because it's going to take a long time to pay them back, and i'll still be paying them off in a year from now. you seem to think you know all about me when you really don't. there's not even a month of school left, and you're telling me i'm not going to pass. well, there are group projects going on in my classes, and that is the last thing that we have to do. i know i might not pass. but jesus christ, i am TRYING! have i not been at school working with my group members? have i not solved our problem of not having a video camera in trans class? have i not been working on our fucking proposal? if you know all about me, then you should know these things. or maybe you're just screwing with me, and you're someone i knew before. if you are the first person i think you are, go away, because i do not need your pitiful advice. i never did. if you are that person, grow up and find another hobby, because all you're doing is making me hate you more than i once did. and if this is some sort of vindictive act because of what happened a few months ago, get some therapy and deal with it, because this has gone on long enough. but if this is the other person i think you might be, this is harassment and you know that. this whole thing could make you lose your job. i don't think you want that. it's as simple as what happened with the whole website of the girls at miles mac. all they need is the address to your computer, and you're done. i don't need this right now in my life. and if i'm wrong in both of my thoughts, whatever. but whoever you may be, this is simple harassment, and i am not standing for it anymore. the one, the only, laura michelle*