so, i woke up this morning to the sound of ross banging on the bedroom window. chris has really got to let him know that we're not getting up at 8 am to drive his ass to school. chris has to work at 2 pm. so i found this video game i was obsessed with a couple years ago, and i want to buy it, but it's a video rental place. my mum's friend owns the store, and i'm going to ask him if i can buy it off of him. hopefully he says yes, cause it's one of three in the entire city. i was in a good mood this morning until i looked out the window, and saw that the sky is overcast and grey. that's sad. i miss summer already. but at least in the winter it's bright blue and there are no clouds. right now it just looks sad and lonely. how can a sky look lonely? i don't know. i brought my guitar here a couple weeks ago, but i have no want to play it. what's happened to me? i don't write anymore either. or sing. it's like everything just kind of ended with the end of last year. well, before the end of last year i guess. i miss so many things, and it's really hard to be happy when i think about it. it seems like everything that was fun just kind of faded away. i'm not saying that being with chris isn't fun, it's just being with the girls was a whole other sort of fun. i miss it. but what can you when you live in a shoe? buy some laces or move to a boot. the one, the only, laura michelle*