so, i worked from 6 until 2. then i went to the mall. bought some conditioner cause my hair is dead. so, things are the same old same old. thinking of dropping out of school, cause it sucks, and my teachers are stupid. i just can't concentrate, and the people suck too. also, my bio teacher called me a liar, cause i told her i've taken some of the stuff she was teaching. little does she know i've taken about three units of grade 12 bio at miles. so she called me a liar and told me to sit down. what a BITCH. and my math teacher is worse than mr. bali, if that's even possible. so right now i'm sitting in the basement, bored as usual, cause i've got no friends. isn't it funny how we were all so tight, and now we all go to different schools, and live so far away? now we never even see each other. all i do is work and sleep. nattie, i don't even know what you're up to these days. and from the sounds of things, laura, you work and put up with a jerkface. no offense, but i think you should leave him and remember that you deserve better than that shit. i have 1700 dollars in the bank, and can't touch a penny. cause apparently we're buying a car. i want to shop! every friggin paycheck i have from now until december is going towards this car. i want to shop!!!! i miss shopping. i bought hair elastics today, and didn't tell chris, cause he'd probably get mad. you know how much this car is? $3800. it's not worth that much, not by a long shot. oh, and chris volunteered me to wash the floors tomorrow... my day off! rawr. i'm upset, mostly cause i miss going out with people and having a life. you know what? we should all skip a day of school, and meet in the city for coffee. that would rock both my socks. the question is though, how would nattie get to winnipeg? dunno. that's a tough one. i feel ugly right now. i think i've gained about fifteen pounds since july. and i was on such a roll with the losing weight thing. my cute pants don't even fit. fuck i wish i had my own car, and my lisence too, cause then i would go to walmart and buy fabric dye, and dye my pants and my skirt black. that would make me feel better. but no, i'm stuck out here. three km from the nearest bus stop, and i'm too fat and lazy to walk there. so boo, i'm stuck in the basement, stuck in the hell hole, which is really too nice to be called a hell hole, but feels like a jail just the same cause there's no way i can just take off and do something i want to do. so you know what i'm going to do? play on the computer and make some dolls from this neat website, which i do almost four times a week cause i hate playing the same friggin video games over and over again, and there's nothing on tv, and there are no movies to watch. take care everyone (the two of you that actually read this). perhaps we might actually get together for that coffee some day. love you guys. the one, the only, laura michelle* p.s. my hair is now like the girl's hair in my top left pic. pretty no? if only i looked that good too.