okay, you know what? i'm tired of all of this. you know that i think joel is this great person, and that i love that because he's who is is, and i love that about him. why are you trying to ruin my life? and all this shit about chris is stupid, and just so you know laura, we went into my mum's room and i showed him a book. he only kissed me twice, not on that day even, just when you made us, and i even said that it's rude to kiss in front of people, do you not remember me saying that? but whatever, you all have your own opinions and choices, but can't we just let it go now? and i told him not to kiss me anymore, because i don't want to hurt him or anyone else. but why don't you guys just let it go and grow up? you all said that i'm immature, and that's fine, but you're all being the same way by keeping this going. just move on and get over it, i said what i said and nothing will change that, but why can't you just stop this already? i only said shit to joel because i was upset and he wanted to know what was wrong. i know i twist stuff around, as do all of you, but i just want this to be over for good. why would you say stuff to joel that i never even said? i did say he was weird, but i said it was a good thing, because we're all weird, and at least he's courageous enough to be himself. i just want you guys to leave me alone already. say what you want to each other, but don't try to make the entire world hate me. that's just really mean, and i know you guys aren't that mean of people. and you know what? i'm not trying to make people feel sorry for me, i'm just trying to tell my side of things when people ask me. but like i said, we all can believe what we want to, but at least grow up yourselves and get over this, because all your doing is making yourselves care about something that will have no relevence to real life after high school, which is only seven months away. why not just live your own lives and move onto happier things in the seven months we're all stuck here?