So tonight, I hung out with an old ex girlfriend of mine, it was good to see her, I havn't hung out with her since we broke up, so it was good to hang out with her just as friends, just talking about a bunch of stuff, like the past, and present, and while I was talking to her I realized how much she changed, and in conjuction with that, how much I've changed in just two short years, and it's really amazing, or scary, to see how much somebody has changed, it just opened my eyes that not everyone can stay the same, and change does happen. And I'm one that absolutely avoids change whenever possible, but I've found out in my attempts to stop myself from changing, I change even more, but the basic thing that makes a person who they are stays relatively the same, so, by me hanging out with my ex made me realize a few things with my current relationship, and whats going on between us, and it's a really good thing, because we've made it through alot already in our short run, and we're both changing, because she has a new job and is going back to school, and because I'm actually starting up my life for real this time, rather then the lousy attempt I had last year. And so pretty much I've realized that what is going on, is good, and we're just pushing forward with everything. And it's really a great feeling to have someone there with me through the hardest time in my life so far, it helps me alot, and I know I don't show it to her but I really appreciate it, and I hope I could show her. But, I just feel a lot better about everything now, and I'm looking forward to waking up tomorrow to see what happens.