Been doing a lot of thinking, and I've always been one thinking that when bad things happen, something good will happen. But lately I've also been thinking that bad things happen for good reasons. Like your not on track with life, or school, or your job, and say your girlfriend of years breaks up with you, and you just want to busy yourself, so you get back on track with job/school or whatever. And thats whats happening for me, I've got relationship trouble, life trouble, and I'm ridiculously sick, but I just wanna get distracted from it all, so I just vent all the time on here to review my feelings, and bury myself in books, which will ultimately help me with what I want to do. So, it's not the outcome I wanted, but, at least it's not a bad one.