I disappointed myself, and thats all there is too it, I'm giving up and I'm aware that I'm doing it, it seems like the only thing for me right now, just can't take everything right now.

Pride defines who we are, and being too proud, can lead to hurt people and decisions being made for the wrong reasons, so sometimes, just let go of your pride, but not so often that you lose it completely.

Bye bye for a while