I'm sick again, probably due to my own doing

As they say
Sometimes the worse thing is getting exactly what you want.

But nowadays, what exactly do I want?

But what I do know, is that life is scary, I gotta get used to it, because theres no magical fixes, its all up to me, you, all of us, you have to get off your ass and do the work, and if you ever ever ever say to yourself, "it's too hard", just remind yourself, absolutely NOTHING in this world that's worth having comes easy, it comes from sacrifice, suffering of sorts, and a lot, a lot of work, if it's really worth it to you, all that you did to get to it, won't bother you one bit.

You can never truly capture the past, but you still gotta try, because as I said, nothing that's worth while comes easy. And thats all the advice I have for today, for myself, and anyone whos bothered reading, don't take anything too lightly

Bye bye